Then you took it back
You put me to an endless death
And left me bleeding
Drowning and slowly dying
In this misery.
CONFESSION OF A TRUE SATANIST
March 30, 2005I will never forget about the story of a satanist which I have read in a magazine long time ago. I forgot the name of the magazine already, but every details of the story is still clear in my mind. It was very interesting and I believe that it really happen to that guy.
The story is about a guy who confessed that he was once a satanist. He was from a broken family. He always wants to be alone. His friends from school told him about the cult which they also found out thru common friends. They want to join the cult just for curiosity. They encouraged him and so they went. The place was somewhere in Sampaloc, Manila. They met an old “meztizo” guy who seems the caretaker of the house. They were informed that if they are going to join the group, they must stay and live there for a week to prove their faith and must become the servants of the higher priest and the pagans. They were all excited that time.
They get to meet all the pagans, but they are not allowed to look straight to their eyes, coz for them, its a sign of dispect. They serve them to prove their faith.They learned that night that there’s a “Black Mass” will be held at the house. They sneaked and witnessed the rituals that only those pagans or the higher members are allowed to performed. They eat flesh and drink blood. They have their own black Bible and recites satanic prayers while wearing a black cloak. After the Black mass, some of the pagans performed orgy.
To prove his faith, he even burned the bible in their house, draw pentagrams on his notebooks, vandalizing on the walls, they were brainwashed by the pagans to do such things. One day, one of a member gave him an inverted cross. He wears it everyday. He started to have nightmares, his girlfriend said he even speaks “latin” words without knowing it. When he look in a mirror, he dont recognize himself anymore. He’s getting uglier everyday. He’s starting to become a monster.
That’s when he realized that he should leave the group. He spoked to one of his friends who encouraged him to join and he was advised that its ok for him to leave the group, just dont say bad things about the group because they will haunt him. That’s what he did. He left the group and didnt say anything until couple of years had passed. He never went back to that place. He just heard that the old meztizo guy had died after a year.And the pagans had already moved to another place.
He promised himself that he will go to church every Sunday coz he realized that what he did was wrong. And he already found the light.
hi! have you read the book from dan brown, wc is the Da Vinci Code? Are you having some thoughts on this occult's rituals? don't you think that it's a little ironic that they're doing this rituals, when the fact is that these rituals are not really stanic but became satanic becuase of some people's influence instead?
Posted by jin at August 26, 2005, 6:01 pm